I can't get away from my destructive thoughts! Feel like such a loser for not following thru on them. I don't kno what's wrong w/ me. I have meds in place...not working & 2 T's I see. I wanto reach out desperately for help but am afraid they will take my kids away. My H is in another world & ignores me. He's wrapped up in his work & his own life.
I'd feel so much better if I wasn't here. Wasn't taking up space. Wasn't breathing. I want out badly. I just wanto sleep & sleep. I'm so very tired.
I want someone to take me away. Curl up in their comfort as they tell me I'll be ok later. That my old life will come back to me. I can't live like this

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