Is anybody else really angry that they're depressed? I find myself really angry today that I have to be afflicted with this disease, which has been merciless with me lately. So much pain, confusion, hurt, loneliness, self doubt. What did I do to deserve this?

I feel like I've done my time, and it's time for this depressive phase to end! Nine months feeling like this is long enough. I've worked hard all my life and am a good person. Why does this have to continue? Why do I have to feel so powerless about it - - why AM I so powerless over it. Please help!