Tuesday no call. I decided I cannot trust a nurse to overlook my treatment that does not give a crap calling me about such an important item that I'm stopping the ritalin until my old nurse comes back, if she does.

I should not be the only one with obligations. If they make promises to me, KEEP THEM!!!! Or go away and leave me alone!

I can't stand BOTH the stressor of having demands and entrapments I cannot fulfill because of my mental conditions AND be pushed aside like I'm nothing.

They can go suck an egg.

I'm free at last.