Sometimes we are just at different places in our healing processes.

I come from a home where alcoholism played a major factor in the violence and abuse inflicted upon the children.

I do not have any contact with any of my siblings as it would be a set back to my healing and recovery process. Both parents are now deceased. I had no contact with them either and they passed away before we could reconnect.

Sometimes we just have to let it all go and trust that somewhere down life's road everyone will reach a healthy point in their life process.

I just want all of us to be able to get as healthy and whole as we possibly can whether we're able to ever have a relationship again or not.

I wish the best for you too as you struggle through this painful process.