I'm 20 years old. Many might say that I'm too young to understand what depression is. But I feel as if I cant take it any longer. It is too heavy a burden to carry. I dont want to go back to harming myself. Also i suffer from low self esteem. I see how happy my friends are in their new relationships and their lives and I feel like a failure. My depression is the result of both family and personal issues. And I have no idea to cope with them