I've gained a lot of weight over the last few years, and I hate seeing pics of myself. My mom took some pics of me, my sister and my daughter on Sunday for Mother's Day while we were decorating a cAke and she posted it on facebook today. When I saw it while I was at work, I just wanted to cry. I'm so fat and ugly I don't know how anyone could find me attractive. I have a boyfriend who tells me all the time how beautiful I am but I don't believe him when he says it. I just don't know what to do