Warning .... This is meant for me not for others... I am in no way saying that anyone on PC is doing this...this is about me.

I think this is what new T meant. I can't wait for someone else to do anything for me....I don't just magically deserve for other people to care about what I care about or to think what I think is important.....if I think it needs to be done than I neeed to do it. Its that plain and simple....