I've been there… we try so hard to not put our emotional burdens onto other people. it is hard though because, in my experience, they judge you and get upset that you aren't sharing and when you do… they don't like it. keep hanging on and soon you will be able to get help.
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Originally Posted by Useless Me
do you ever find yourself wanting to just give up?? but some stupid 'obligation' keeps you stuck here.
- Easter - can't do anything dumb or it will wreck the kids Easter forever.
- Birthday coming, can't do anything or her birthday will be a bad reminder.
- Kid has five AP tests coming up - can not let my issues derail her.
- Mother-in-law dying/died - not the time to think about yourself.
I am tired. I am tired of "hanging on" for all these stupid reasons. I am tired. I feel dead emotionally. I just would really prefer that this world be over. |