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Old May 13, 2014, 10:59 PM
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First my h instills alot of guilt in me , for the most part our marriage has been emotionally abusivive on his part, but we do have good times.

Tonite was not good. I have lots of CSa and physical mistreAtment in my past. Anyway my h sometimes resents I go to therapy.

He is basically overwieght lazy, anyway I also have med problems but I don't let him exert himself too much because he tells me he will die, he decided to do some gardening by himself, he said I took too long napping.

The next night his body ached and he ran a fever of 100 degree farenheight which is low grade. That's tonite , he yells at me and tells me if I have the same fever tomorrow you can kiss your therapy goodbye.

I suggested he drop me of early and go to gp since its not an emergency , but if its high we would go to Er.

The verbal assault was so horrible that I went emotionally numb, I sat in the den, suddenly I felt punished , I felt like a stranger in the house, I could not move, broke out in hives felt like a child, and for a couple of minutes did not recognize my surroundings. What was that?

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