Yeah, I'm not sure how OP stayed supplied abusing 12mg at a time... I mean I know some people get those 2mg horse pills but seems hard to get unless you have serious anxiety problems or the doctor is a total quack. Then again I know a guy who had his GP prescribing him 2mg xanax so I guess it happens...

OP, if you are still checking this thread I hope you're doing okay. Give us an update if you feel like it.