That the thing I havn't seen her in like 6 months and then all of a sudden she is at my house going with my brother and another friend to go and buy drugs and that for me is the worst thing, to see the women I love go and buy drugs even after my friend Gareth committed suicide she told us all not to do drugs cause thats what killed him and then she goes and does drugs plus Gareth was her ex-byfriend.