I am new here, but I can truly say I know how you feel.
The loss of Furbabies is next to losing your favorite family member, If not a greater loss.

I just lost my sweetie 02/01/2007. It was an unexpected death, and the shock was completely unbearable.
I slept for 3 days. No food, and only woke to use the bathroom.

Thier lives are innertwined with ours for a special reason.
We may never know. We may never see the fruit of how they affected our lives,
but there is a whole new meaning to life when you know your love was recieved, and returned to you 100%, with 1000% interest , without any hidden agenda's.
The most purest love a person can recieve next to the Lord himself.
I believe the Love furbabies show us, is ONLY a Glimpse of the actual love God as for us.

I pray for your healing over your loss for you beloved friend.

{{hugs}}