I don't really know what to say. My better mood from leaving the hospital lasted maybe a few hours. And now I've plummeted right back down again. And I don't know what to do about it. Trying to ignore it and carry on like normal. But I just feel rotten and back in that unsafe place. My bf is not happy about leaving me alone tonight while he goes to work but I've told him I'll be ok. And I will tonight, pretty sure of that. But what about the next night, and the night afer that? I'm just not sure