EV, How long have you been with your T? I remember once saying to T that I wondered if there were ever times she wished she wasn't "there" with me? I expected her to reply "oh no I want to here" what she said was "If ever that happens it will be part of the work"

It was a hard lesson to learn that she is human and I'm not the only thing in her life and there maybe times she hasn't got the "want" to be there constantly.

I have since asked her how she feels about me? She did say I was a pleasure to work with, but I think thats more about how willing I am to work at it rather then just "who I am".

After the initial pain eases of sometimes percieve cold responses I see that I'm glad I can trust her real feelings and no that on days she isn't "Into" me its more about her being human rather than something I as a person.

Sometimes I can't stand to be in the same room as my kids, but do because I am their mum. But oh the whole picture, I am devoted to them and would risk my life to save them.