Hello Jeff.
I am sorry you are feeling so stick at moving on with your life for fear of having to deal with all of the issues that life entails. I really dont feel that you are alone in your feelings, but I do feel that if you get the therapy and treatment you need to feel better and more stable, you can face the issues in life and move forward with your life. Getting comfortable in life and your expectations in life is okay for a while, but you need to have the life you deserve and want to have and not let the same old ways of dealing with issues stop you from progressing in the future. This is why you need to stay in therapy and get the help you need to progress in life and reasonable decision making concepts. Perhaps the reason you dont feel well is because there is a void in your life, not necessarily the meds and therapy.
I have depression as well but i have to take meds, and have therapies that are necessary to make the correct decisions in life. In time it gets easier when someone else who is a professional helps to take part of the burden as well, so it is easier to deal with the tougher and more debilitating or confusing issues. I hope the best for you in your future. Take care and good day. Soidhonia