I have a flushing toilet. I almost want to go and press the button even when it doesn't need flushing just because I can! :-) :-) The rest of the bathroom is a very long way from ready, no ceiling, half plastered walls, no tiling, bath, shower & basin not plumbed in, floorboards still up, no lights, just a flushing toilet.

I fell today whilst walking with my dog, a nasty awkward fall so I've lots of burgeoning aches and pains. I feel so generally run down and yukky, I'm still bleeding heavily and I just wish I could lie down in a nice warm bath.

I felt so guilty today, a minor misfortune that happened to my mum has been weighing on my mind, I feel like it was my fault all due to my stupidity. I have brooded on this for hours and the feeling just won't go away. When will it all stop?