I feel so much like you sometimes. I feel like just giving up. But my reasons to stay here are for those I love, my daughter and son, my dog, my husband. You are a good person with a good heart. I can tell by your posts. And so you hang on for your children and family. The pain of depression is crushing sometimes. But by the way, you are not useless. You have been kind to me in this forum when I needed a shoulder to cry on. I will pray for you. God bless.