And then I went camping with one person I knew somewhat and her family (which I've seen but don't know) and felt comfortable the whole time despite being put into many situations where I shouldn't have felt comfortable (based on my past experiences). I think it really surprised the person who knew me. Well, it surprised me. I really don't understand how I seem to suddenly just not care about things that would have used to have bothered me and therefore have less anxiety, yet be more anxious to be around people in general and would rather just keep to myself.