I understand why you feel the need to hide it for now, and I am glad that you know you are not wrong and it is nothing to be ashamed of or feel needs 'curing' lol

I am not Christian, but I believe we all have a spiritual journey and maybe part of yours is to overcome prejudice about sexuality and stay strong and be proud of who you are.

From a christian point of view, I don't believe that if jesus wasn't here today, that he wouldn't support the gay community. You can be gay and a christian hunny, you just can't be gay and a human in some places lol

I hope it all works out for you