Not sure if it helps but I know more or less what you are going through and feel your pain. I was in a bad car accident as well in 2012 and my life hasnt been the same since. It seens as though all of my friends have ditched out like yours did, still trying to figure that out. My mom and step dad (who I now call Dad) are helping financially. I have three kids though and joint custody of the oldest 2 with my ex wife. Even my wife seems to be trying to distance herself from me at this point (emotionally and physically) feel like I needed more physical help doing the day to day stuff than she can handle or than I am worth one of the two. Docs cant quite figure out what all is wrong with my back now,( tspine injury) odd black spots on my mri. Honestly not sure what to do either but sometimes it helps to have someone that can empathise. I typed this on my phone so i appologize for any errors in typing or spelling, but reading your story hit home in a big way for me and i felt compelled to respond. Even if it is just to let you know you are not alone in the situation. As depressing as it is i honestly feel slightly better knowing I am not alone in what isbhappening. Please feel free to pm me if you like, we can commiserate together and maybe start to feel less alone in our daily struggles. Hugs and thoughts go out to you. -Abadon