I only had one friend in the entire world, and I treasure our friendship more on anything on the entire ****ING planet. But he didn't feel the same ****ing way, so he abandoned me and told me to **** off.

I have nothing to live for without him. I can't take all this abandonment in my life. EVERY SINGLE person I have ever cared about has abandoned me, and I cant ****ing take it anymore. I don't know what else to do anymore. i can't trust anybody, but i desperately need friends. It's a hopeless situation.