I know you don't want to hear this, but you will heal over time. I have been divorced for four years now. I have a child with her, so there has to be some contact. I am lucky. She lets my daughter come for a whole month in the summer. I usually see her at Thanksgiving or spring break, for about ten days.

I agree with TruMe. It's ok to break down. I have many times. It's not easy. I cried my eyes out for months. I hope you find some healing.

Sincerely,

Piraeus