feeling really anxious lately. not sure why. i dont usually have anxiety. been isolating a lot but don't feel lonely. feel like i want to be left alone. when i get around other people i get irritated. i work today 4 to 8 so only 4 hours then im off for 2 days. really dont want to go to work but i keep telling myself that its only 4 hours and ive done worse before. i told T about how i stayed in bed all day tues and only made it to the living room on weds. that im finding it hard to leave my apartment. he said no wonder you're depressed!!!!! but honestly the isolation is a symptom of feeling sad not the other way around. i felt sad first THEN i started isolating. oh well.

why does time before i have to go to work go by so fast and then time when im at work goes so slow??????? ugh