I must admit that while I was in NY, I dealt a huge amount of time dealing with my family abandoning me and the lack of love in my life. I had therapy and medication to help me from crying every day and at wrong times. I do not have a means to get medication or therapy right now. I did search out for love from the opposite sex which lead no where but I did find a couple of good guys. Nothing came out of those. Now, they aren't even in my life and I seem to have no more interest in that.
So I did accomplish a lot there, but not the income situation I needed to survive in this life though my soul feels a little bit at ease.

I also have a huge debt that I need to handle.