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Originally Posted by winenot3
I know I don't know you personally, but you seem so level-headed and self-aware. I really admire that about you.
And I can definitely relate about not making sense of T's care or motivations. Therapy is so fickle. It's such its own entity, that it's no wonder it sparks these feelings. But I think they're good. It's better than going in week after week feeling like you are wasting time and money. Even these feelings of negativity or doubt can be signs that something is working and the wheels ARE turning, which is a therapist's intent, right? 
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Thank you. I don't often feel very level-headed, lol. Right now, I am frustrated at my T and haven't told her because it would require me being way vulnerable, and that's twice as hard when I feel like there's something between us. I may understand things like this logically, but it doesn't always mean it actually changes a whole lot. That takes time.