Well things cooked in vegetable oil, or just straight up coconut oil, give me a horrible sense of burning and inflammation throughout my body. It feels like acid in my veins. I also get irritable when this happens.
Ambien, tylenol, Ibueprofen, decaf tea, and a few other things make me extremely giddy and euphoric/hyperactive, and my thoughts speed up. Often I end up crashing into despair and thinking of self harm.
I really think what im consuming is ending up in places where it shouldn't be. I think the mood crash some foods cause is a result of my brain down regulating or flushing out whatever chemicals are making me ecstatic, and so it makes me feel the opposite of how I was, for a brief time. That I recover from this, back to euthymia, I think, is further evidence I was never bipolar to begin with.
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