I need a break from all of this, why does one trouble have to pile on top of another and another? We all have our limits and I wish I could reach mine as enduring and carrying on despite the never ending crap is painful beyond belief.

I've had to reduce the dose I'm taking of Cymbalta. 60mg wasn't doing much for me and 30mg is like a band aid on a broken leg, pointless.

I'm bleeding heavily and am anaemic, the med for the bleeding is aggravating my depression, as is being anaemic. Balancing the cost - benefit of this med would be tricky if my mental health was stable, but as it isn't stable the best I can say is I'm between a rock and a hard place.

I can't face the humiliation of another mh assessment where I will be told to stop heaping misery on myself and that I'm not bad enough to see a shrink.

Please let it all end soon, I'm so scared that things can only go on getting worse, why am I being punished like this?