I really appreciate the responses. I thought I was alone. The past week things have been getting REALLY BAD for me. My mother is now constantly belittling me and always announcing that I have PTSD etc. If I am having a bad day she will just yell at me and say "it's your PTSD" today she reminded me 5 times that I have PTSD!

All I have is my house and yesterday the basement flooded and I have been very stressed because my stepfather(dad) told me that it is clogged and he needs to come and snake the pipes. So ya I am stressed to max! All I have that I worked hard for is my house. But for my mother to constantly remind me I have PTSD on a bad day does not make my condition or day any better! She tells me "I cannot talk to you" and gives my stepdad the phone. But in my mothers eyes I'm the problem and Im this or that negative. When your mother is emotionally abusing you and belittling you how does she figure I'm the problem? I have one word to sum my life up now....I'm tired!

I wish I was back to my independent self and healthy...that's obviously not an option. I am trying to figure out what my purpose of this life is for if everyone makes me be the problem. Like this is what I wished for my life to become. I cannot take the abuse from my family much longer.