I've had my ups and downs over the past 2 1/2 years, from seriously contemplating suicide to being "alright" for weeks at a time. But I just never seem to feel happiness the way I used to. I still feel happy sometimes, sure. But it doesn't ever last long. My baseline is pretty much just a dull boredom. Not depressed, but certainly not what I'd call happy either. But honestly, I'm alright with that. Based on where I've been, I know that I could always be worse.

Anyone else have similar thoughts?