I know you have been really nervous about today. I am sorry you are going through this. I wonder if what she meant about the letter is that right now you may think it is a great thing. However, down the road some you make wonder if she really meant what she said or only wrote the stuff she did to make you happy. What kind of person would write negative things in the letter? So she had to write good stuff so you might think later that she wrote the good stuff but didn't necessarily mean it...know what I mean.