Before you give the usual "it's different for everyone" let me explain. I am a 19 year old homosexual male, however I stopped changing physically at around 14/15 and I seemed to noticeably start puberty at 10/11. By stopped changing physically I mean the following: My shoulders/chest never broadened, I never grew more facial hair then a wispy neck beard barely any on my chin a thin stash and some hair's on some moles with my chin hair and "stash" both being my natural hair colour and everything else was black, I never had sexual desire or pleasure nor romantic desire or pleasure. My jawline never changed and the baby fat on my cheeks not going away, nor did my acne it just moved to my back, not to mention insanely low stamina and emotional apathy as well as no noticeable feeling during masturbation. It's just a tiny tension then oh hey, time to clean up. Even receiving oral sex did nothing other then make me much more tense, still just as bored. Still the same lack of any feeling.

I've always thought that perhaps my growth was slowed for some reason, either emotional abuse or what have you, but my dad is out of my life now. And it doesn't explain why I don't fall in love, or get all hot and bothered at night. It doesn't explain why when I see an attractive male my only thought is "Hello, you seem to be attractive. Have a nice day, bro." if I notice them at all. It doesn't explain my lack of development...does it? I know stunted -physical- growth can cause long term health problems, but can a frozen/stunted puberty cause problems as well? Or am I imagining this and it's all normal, that some people get good genes, some get bad, and some get SOL.