I know thats the name of a book but it describes my situation. On the surface my marriage looks good. I have food, a car, medical, a roof over my head. I dont work. But I dont need to be married to have that. I have been to a divorce lawyer before and I know I would be ok.
My marriage is a shell. I am lonely. We have been to counseling many times but my husband likes his lifestyle. Which is working in another state 4 to 5 days a week and coming home on weekends. This has been going on for 5 years. We dont have anything in common. We dont talk. We dont argue. Its empty. I'm not getting younger, I dont want to wait til I'm 60 to find happiness like my mom did. Unfortunately my wish to change things gets stronger when my moods change so I have a hard time trusting my feelings of wanting to divorce. My dr says she will revisit the subject when I see her next time.
Does anyone else go through this?