Alright, I have made it through the first couple of days of this week. I am doing well and trying to focus on me and not him and his crazy schedule.

Logically, I've decided that if this is meant to work out, it will, and if it's not, then there will be something better around the corner for me.

Meanwhile, emotionally, I do have small panic attacks (even logically saying the above words) and I worry that he will never call - he always does. How do I stop obsessing and panicking?