Maybe you rushed into this, with your bf? Just because you were his first time, you aren't obligated to be his only.

Not only are you beating yourself up, emotionally, you are beating yourself up, physically. Is there anyone you can turn to, in your non online life?

Is your bf, threatening to kill you, or is it an expression, that this is killing you, emotionally? Either way, about one in the same.

Love isn't a painful thing, not designed to be. If it is, it's time to look at the true source of pain. Unmet relationship needs, is one area to look at.

When he says, you've gotta pay, how so? What's he planning?

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