ever hear a song and think oh thats so me... this is mine:

oh i am crushed and i am devistated
and contemplating suicide but i dont have the nerve
and whats the rush it all should end real soon
and so i just keep i just keep waiting and i listen to them say
you've got ur life in front of you and so i must reply
that is just more bad news cos id really rather die
then limp around in agony
reliving all the tragedy and face another day
oh i am crushed and i am devistated
and its something i cant mend
it aint going away soon
ive heard so much
and i cannot explain it
it seems like theres a purpose
but i still dont understand
but thats my lack so i'll just wait in pain
and though it doesnt help i have to listen to them say
keeping looking on the bright side
oh but that just hurts my eyes
and if you really care then you would simply let me die
and leave here with some dignity
but it just keeps on making me face another day
oh i am crushed and i am devistated
and its something i cant mend it aint going away soon
oh i am crushed and i am devistated
and contemplating suicide but i dont have the nerve
and whats the rush it all should end real soon
and so i just keep waiting and i listen to them say
you've got ur life in front of you and so i must reply that is
just more bad news cos id really rather die
then limp around in agony reliving all the tragedies
and face another day
oh i am crushed
-The Vandals...