No boyfriend, no home, no life. Feeling like a big failure. I have to go get the little that represents my useless little life out of my parents shed at some point and I can't bear the thought of seeing them I can already hear all the I told you sos and the ridicule. It's all I can do to get up and work. Other than that all I do is sleep. I haven't eaten or showered in days, I'm way behind on paperwork. I'm dead inside waiting for my body to follow.