thanks, Perna and January.....xoxxoxo

the doctor explained it to me the same way, he said he didn't want to wait for a biopsy...just go ahead and do the LEEP.....i want to do it in the small town near here and he's trying to work me in asap....we could do it sooner in Austin, but i really don't trust big hospitals. (i worked in one)

i think so much of my fear and frustration is that i thought i was through with the big C. it's been 32 years, cancer free.....i know, i'm whining. whine. whine. i think we're doing it Wednesday. if not before.

and i'm completely worn down from the fight with my neighbors over the abuse of the dogs. i just feel so little and beaten down. i'm whining again........

i was just so happy planning to have the left breast operated on and being pain free and then this had to come up.......i'm whining again.....

thank you all so much for being with me and holding my hands. i'm going to try to really clean house tomorrow and get a lot of stuff ready for a yardsale.....keep occupied. my garden is doing so well that i don't have any work to do out there......

thank god for March Madness!!!!!!!! xoxoxox pat