I had the same exact thing happen last session. And I think T had gotten negative transference for me cuz of an incident last week.. it was subtle, but I picked up on the vibes, and felt reprimanded. I felt so sad and angry and just was thinking, I'll show that b that I don't need her. After I thought I was in love just a day ago. It's exhausting.

I'm just trying to mentalize it and keep in mind that these feelings for T are a message from inside me, not the reality of our relationship. They will pass. Our relationship will continue to grow. (:

And for me it's also about feeling like T is disgusted with me. I think it's a narcissistic wound.