Tj, I'm glad your doctor is supporting you in this. Depression isn't a choice. You didn't choose it and all that goes with it. I'm glad you let your wife know what is going on, too. It is very important that the other person realize it's not their fault either.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha