I know what is causing my trouble. I need a different job. I was honest with my husband last night about how bad I felt. He wants me to quit my job, but right now he doesn't have a steady income so I can't just quit a job. I have to work. My medical doc prescribed citalopram for my depression. It's not working. I need a psychiatrist, therapist, but right now I have so many medical bills I can't afford one. Thanks so much for listening.