my bf has ocd , he himself told me. its going to be an year since we committed . he has turned my life upside down.
he slowly started interfering in my life n my he controls me. if u would ask me why dont i leave him , my answer is he has family involved , they would call me and scold me as he is their only son . he cries like hell whenever i dont listen to him , or do what he tell me to. he hits himself , use foul language when he gets angry. it started with him telling me to wear proper clothes which cover me properly (my curves) , u wont believe but he made me stay on call 24 x 7 , when i was doing a job , it was a prestigious job i struggled to get , he would stay at call n listen to everything happening around , my boss who use to hit on me , would call me for meeting n he would get angry at me for he taking my name . boss getting angry at me would make him go crazy , he made me leave office abruptly many a lot times , he is a phone sex addict ,
he doesnt let me talk to anyone except him and i have no friends except 2 girls which i convinced him to let me talk to. he has made deactivate my facebook n whatsapp accounts, he doesnt let me have a haircut .
he has made me resign < i had too , because he was creating so many troubles at my workplace .
now i want to die , i loved him n this is turning out to be the biggest mistake of my life

all this is causing me depression , i dont smile anymore , i have depression and i dont want to go out , do a job , or do anything.