I know what you mean, dear one. I am very tired, and puzzled about things as well. And the pain makes our depression worse.
Maybe somebody can offer some suggestions.
I try to drag out of bed and find something to get my mind off my pain, such as getting on the computer, reading and watching TV, etc. But maybe watch and read while in bed? *Sigh*
Have you checked out some of our social groups for pain? At least we can get support there.
And I like this fibro check-in thread:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/chron...ck-thread.html.
Hope I am helping a little bit, anyway. I do care.