Hello abi13, welcome to Psych Central!

I don't know your friend as well as you do but you know communication is always a good thing. This is your best friend and may be explaining some about your feelings will help her/him understand better. A true friend will stick by you or return quickly and accept you as you are. You might find it actually strengthens your friendship and you'll have support too.

Good luck and I hope it works out well for you.