Hi Fuzzy, as this thread probably meant something to you at the time you put it up, I'm jumping in there (although maybe I'm getting it wrong!! )
If it's words you're thinking that you don't want to be thinking I'm going to throw in some reminders of alternatives including:
How much you matter on here, how much we/I care, how much you are worth so much more than you probably think you are/believe, how caring/considerate you are, and that you are such a big inspiration to lots of people on here.
And if it's feeling like words, whatever they are (understanding, encouragement, support.........) are a bit meaningless/a bit empty to you right now, then just know that we're here for you whenever and whatever we can do..........and if words aren't enough right now, then in the case of being able to offer you nothing else sending you hugs:

Alison