I noticed something , during the past 3 sessions while I showed her some drawings related to my past, after handing them to her, I felt guilty and dirty, so there was this big bottle of hand sanitizer I used every time I handed her a drawing, she never asked, but used to look at me alot.

Last session when I handed her a drawing I went for the sanitizer, it was gone, she was waiting for me to as, I didnt. Very calculated move.