It sounds like maybe they've decided that they aren't going to blow off all the hard work after all. I'm glad to hear that. After living with mine for some 28 years now, along with my bipolarity (funniest word ever) I know that starting over again and again takes it's toll on a body. It's always better to simply accept and move ahead. Even with the many setbacks that come with both diseases. Genetics suck and not a one of us asked for this mess. It is ours to cope with as best we can.

To that end, I hope the original poster finds their way today, through the night, and again into tomorrow. It's always so hard, but it's worth it.

Good luck to you, Adespota.