Memories won't resuface until they are ready too, they can happen a year after the fact or 40 years after the fact.

If you try to remember you are doing more harm by pushing them farther back. When you are ready they will come. Otherwise all you can do is be paitent.

Some stuff I don't remember about my past, i'm sure it will pop up one day, and when it does i'll be ready for it, I hope.

These things cannot be rushed, you just have to take it a step at a time.
I hope that sexual abuse wont be apart of your life, I'm sorry you had to go through the things that you have, and all you can do is let it come naturally.

Take care of yourself, and you're right laughter is the best medicine.

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