I'm 19 and I've always been attracted to men and always had romantic feelings for men for as long as I can remember, but for the last few weeks, I have been so confused and scared, because Idk why I feel like I have been having same-sex attractions and losing attraction to men?? How is that possible? Could I really lose attraction for the gender I've always adored practically my whole life? And Idk why, I just really feel like I would be extremely unhappy to find out if I was gay. I really want to be straight for some reason. I just always have been straight and it made me very happy and was very content with living the straight life and I don't want things to change. Please help I've been feeling so depressed and ashamed about it.