Why is it, when you reach an epiphany (hard to spell - epiphany, I mean...), you go out and get drunk?

I guess I should replace "you" with "meeee"

Seeing the truth, sometimes, feels so good, but looks soooo bad...

Have a hard time on this site. I must be too vicious...

Any suggestions from those that really know??

Altered State (but actually, %#@&#! - up state)