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Old May 16, 2014, 10:42 PM
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Originally Posted by Lillybird90 View Post
My grip on sanity is slipping away.I am taking these meds but its still slipping away from me I think its too late my sanity is leaving me the things I do and sayy make nosens e anymore and people are afraid of me because of my diagnosis friends I used to have are avoiding me they think I am dangerous or something I keep thinking I need to set myself on fire but I wont its another one of those violent thoughts flooding my mind like iron claws digging into my brain and sucking away the last drops of my mental being.I am still crawling through the tunnel of nightmares that I was sucked into years ago I have never found my way out yet and the voices of the damned keep echoing back at me and driving me further into the depths of madness. its slipping away I am slipping away and everything is turning black all that will remain is the empty shell of a being who is consumed into the void of nonsensical mindlessness and stuck behind a never ending bricked up wall of their own insanity the wall my mind has built for me.
You might need to call your pdoc and get the dose increased they can usually phone that in for you....I'm sure you're on a starter dose right now because they try to keep the dose as low as possible..
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